Monday, November 25, 2002

Sometimes the things that make everything in this world make sense, dont really make sense at all. Falling in love doesnt make sense, but like looking through rose colored glasses it makes everything better. All the same problems exist, some additional problems crop up, but after working through them here is always a warm ebrace, or a smile and a kiss to look forward to. I never thought I would meet someone and marry. I didnt see myself someday wearing a fluffy white dress carrying a bundle of flowers, walking into the arms of the man of my dreams.
Eventually, I knew I wanted to marry. I knew what traits I wanted in a mate, but never thought of a soul mate because that was so cheesy and put so many unrealistic expectations on a relationship. It always seemed to me that having a soule mate took away my choice. Or made my choice either right or wrong. I never thought when I chose someone, he would really truly be what I wanted in every way. Low and behold...